so.. i decided i would email you and let you know all the stories of my last week on the greatest adventure thus far in my life.
as i was saying bye to all the members of the ward, my heart was just breaking. how in the world was i supposed to say goodbye to all of these wonderful people that completely changed my life. literally. they would just hug me forever and tell me how much they loved me and how much they were going to miss me. little by little my heart was breaking. these were my people. this was my life for the past 4 months. how was i supposed to say goodbye to this.. knowing i might never be able to come back?
bitter sweet feelings in my heart right now for sure.
this last week has been one of the greatest weeks of my mission. i have seen more miracles this week than any other week of my mission. how blessed sister lightheart and i were for SURE this week. wow.
something that i have realized this week is... God is good. God is greater than any of our greatest needs. he is my best friend. i am so grateful for all the knowledge i have of this wonderful gospel and the wonderful blessing that it is in my life. he has watched over me and protected me the entire time i have been gone, and i know that he will continue to watch over and protect us all the rest of our lives. i have a feeling of peace and comfort knowing that God will take good care of all those people that i have met on this mission, and he will protect them. for that. i am grateful.
monday: was my last p-day in the mission field. it was a great day. so many wonderful memories made with my sweet companion and the rest of the wonderful people in my mission, and in this area. we decided it might be a good idea to go out and explore our area. we went out and explored Key Biscayne. wow. so pretty.
key biscayne (sorry.. car window photo quality.) |
downtown view from the bridge of key biscayne |
more key biscayne. so green! |
we had a lesson planned with j******, but it fell through. kind of disapointing, because that was the last time i was going to see her and teach her... but it was ok. we needed to be obedient and harvest for an hour. there is a reason that it fell through. right? the Lord really wants us to be obedient. when we are obedient the Lord blesses us for SURE! he wants us to be able to receive all the blessings that he has in store for us. if we wouldn't have gone harvesting, we wouldn't have met 4 wonderful families, we wouldn't have had return appointments made, and we wouldn't have received new potential investigators. obedience is always the key to success.. :)
graffiti on calle ocho |
it was also the last FHE that i was going to have with the Garcia family. i think its safe to say that they were not very happy when i told them i had to leave. while i have been here the members of the ward have taken the missionaries in as their own children. i have adopted them as my family. it is so sad how close you get to people and then you have to say goodbyes.
fort lauderdale florida temple |
tuesday: holy cow. one of my favorite days on my mission thus far. MIRACLE. we were blessed to go to the temple with Tesla, Jose, and their family. all thanks to the Diaz family for the ride there! :) it was so fun to pull up to the temple with all the lights shining, and to see our favorite family standing outside waiting for us. i couldn't help but tear up at the sight of their smiling faces. pure joy. my heart was so full as we walked around the temple. we also explained some of the stuff that happens in the temple. Michelle wants to do baptisms so bad!
michelle, sister snow, geraldo and gabriella |
jose gomez, tesla aguilar and their family with sister snow at the temple |
funny story.. we were rushing to meet up with the Diaz family and the elders in downtown. we got down there and had 5 minutes to wait for sister Diaz to finish with work. we hadn't eaten dinner yet, and one of the members gave us KFC. it was in the car.... so we pulled the car over to the side of the street and started to chow down on our dinner. we were hurrying because we didn't have much time before we were supposed to leave. sister lightheart and i got some weird looks from all the high class downtowners. but quite frankly.. i didn't care. i was starving. we then got in the car. drove all around downtown until we found the parking garage for our car... and then we hopped in the Diaz's car. we were on our way to the temple when sister lightheart tried to find the cell phone. i didn't have it. she didn't have it. she must have left it in the car. i didn't think anything of it.. and just went on with my excitement about the fact we were meeting our recent converts and an investigator at the temple! when we got back to the car... we discovered that sister lightheart had left the phone on the back window when she was eating dinner. there was a ledge between the window and the trim. oh man. she was so lucky that it didn't fall off when we were driving around downtown and that no sketchy dishonest person stole the phone.. God is good!
miracle: Z***** called us and told us that her 8 year old daughter, Yomara, was interested in being baptized. she asked us if we would come over and teach her the lessons. OF COURSE we would! :) we drove right on over there and shared the Restoration dvd with her. she loved it so much! it was so fun to watch her face and her excitement when Jesus Christ and Heavenly Father appeared to Joseph Smith.
elder ebmeyer, elder comstock, elder gomez, elder felkins (DL), elder becker, elder brakey
sister lightheart, sister snow
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wednesday: today i had my last district meeting as a missionary... it was a great training and i am so lucky to have been able to be there and participate and learn. i have a great district and a great zone. i got super duper lucky! it's kind of sad to think this chapter for me is coming to a close. but needless to say. i have been very very blessed.
so.. Yomara decided she wanted to be baptized this sunday! :) yay! she is so wonderful and being a great example for her family. the only problem was we had lots of lessons to teach her and only had 2 days to teach them... but. God blessed us!
we had the ward halloween party. this year sister lightheart and i dressed up as... MISSIONARIES. bet you couldn't have guessed that one?!
thursday: some 50 some odd year old man asked for sister lightheart's hand in marriage during our harvest. again. me being my awkward self couldn't hold anything in.. and i just lost it. he was telling her how good of a heart she had and how no other man would treat her the way he wants to treat her. he went on and on for a good five minutes on why he was the one for her and why she should choose him to be her husband. i just sat there laughing the entire time. "tu tine un buena corazone!" "tu esta muy bonita!" she just kindly looked at him and said. "I'm sorry but we have to go. it was nice to meet you. have a great day." she stuck her hand out to shake his... MISTAKE. he grabbed it and smacked a good wet one right on top. that took me over the edge. i literally lost it right there in front of his house. haha she walked away so embarrassed. she just has too good of a heart. all the men want her. ;)
during our lesson with Yomara she told us how much she loved the Book of Mormon. her mom found her in her room the night before reading the introduction and the testimonies without anyone telling her to read. GOLDEN. she is so on track to her goal. what a wonderful person. i love her so so so much! she is very excited for this weekend and so are we.
Javier invited us over to have dinner with him before we take off and go our separate ways. he had this HUGE meal.. and it was DELICIOUS! tasty ribs and dolphin fingers. i know i know. i ate dolphin. i am sorry.. but it was DE- LISH!
friday: HAPPY HALLOWEEN. halloween was just a weird day for proselyting. people thought that we were there for candy. um. actually no. we are here to give you something. something that will change your life forever. are you ready for it? ;)
we had a lesson with Yomara. at first i thought it was going really well. she loved what we were talking about and she looked so happy. but.. towards the end she wouldn't say anything. then all the sudden she wouldn't look at us anymore and she started to cry. her mom asked her what was wrong. then she said that ... she didn't want to get baptized anymore. my heart was broken. not because we weren't going to have "a baptism". that doesn't matter. i was heart broken because of how important this decision is, and how many blessings she would receive from this one step of faith. but we just assured her that it was ok.. and we had taught her everything very quickly. we weren't here to pressure her into anything that she didn't want to do, we were there to help her and support her with whatever decision she made. we just wanted her to know that God loved her and he sent us to her to help her feel that love.
we were supposed to be home by 7:00 at night.. cause of all the sketchy people in downtown miami. :) we just packed our bags and watched church movies until bed time. it was wonderful to have that time to get organized and relax a little after ONE CRAZY DAY. i love being a missionary. :)
sister snow, g****, v*****, sister lightheart |
oh yeah. we also went to say bye to G**** and V*****. i was so happy because V***** was there so i got to say bye and get a picture. (goal of the mission: ACCOMPLISHED haha just kidding.) it was interesting because victor was a completely different person. he wasn't on any drugs and he wasn't under the influence of alcohol. its so scary what that stuff can do to you.. and you have NO control. he told us that he didn't remember anything that happened the one really scary day. (the one that i was afraid for my life. day.)
saturday: well happy November 1st folks. 2 days and i get to hug you all to death. :) it was my last day harvesting. not going to lie. i was kind of sad. i had seen so many wonderful miracles come from all of my harvesting experiences, and some of those prayers that we had said were some of the most spiritual experiences on my mission.
Doris really wanted to show us how to make baleadas... so we went over there. it was so fun. note: i do not have the talent of making tortillas. she was trying to show me how to flatten out the balls of dough for the tortillas.. she started tossing it around back and forth between her hands.. so i just decided to follow along. well. yeah i was not blessed with the coordination i guess. i threw it to one hand. it flew off the other. and clear across the kitchen. i was hoping no one saw.. well EVERYONE saw. so... yeah. cool. lets just say we all got a good long laugh out of that one.
making baleadas with doris hernandez |
the young men in the ward taught a class about the importance of the sacrament and what it's all about. it was meant for non-members, less actives, or new converts.. but only active members showed up. it was still a wonderful class, and i can guarantee every single person learned something new from it. it was a wonderful experience. i love those young men oh so much!
we went over to Yomara house with the zone leaders.. even though she told us she didn't want to get baptized, we still went over to make sure that she was ok.. and didn't hate us. we played a jenga tower of the gospel game with the kids. they loved it. it was fun to just relax the situation and still teach her about the gospel in a comfortable environment for her. after we finished the game.. she decided that she still wanted to get baptized sunday... and PASSED HER INTERVIEW. it was a great miracle and a huge blessing! i was so happy for her. she was extremely happy as well and was super excited for the next day. Z***** and Samuel wanted to make all of us lunch and invited us all to stay and eat lunch with them. they made tostadas. Oh My Gosh. So good! I was in heaven. I never got Mexican food so when Z***** would cook.. i was stoked! :)
the last day in the mission field:
Sunday November 2nd. 2014
sister snow, yomara, sister lightheart |
sister snow, nahuel, sister lightheart
yomara and her family
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Yomara was baptized. she was the happiest i have ever seen her. i don't think i have ever seen her as happy as she was at that moment when she came out of the water and looked at all the smiling faces. it was super exciting as well because Nahuel Pardo actually baptized her. he is a young man from the ward that is preparing to serve a mission. we were so happy that he was willing and very excited to baptized Yomara.
sister snow, javier fernandez, sister lightheart, patty quevedo |
as i was saying bye to all the members of the ward, my heart was just breaking. how in the world was i supposed to say goodbye to all of these wonderful people that completely changed my life. literally. they would just hug me forever and tell me how much they loved me and how much they were going to miss me. little by little my heart was breaking. these were my people. this was my life for the past 4 months. how was i supposed to say goodbye to this.. knowing i might never be able to come back?
Doris grabbed me and gave me the biggest hug. she just cried while telling me how much she appreciated what i had done for her. i did nothing. it was all the Lord. i just got lucky. God trusted me to help him in this work. he gave me the opportunity to be the instrument in his hands that brought Doris to the truth. what a privilege. really.
Z***** gave me the biggest hug and said. "because of the two of you.. i am here. i am in this building, and my life is now on this wonderful path. i have the chance now.. to be the person i never was and the person that i want to be. how did i get so lucky?" she was so sad. i never thought it was going to be that hard to say goodbye to all of these people.
the worst was.. saying goodbye to Michelle, Geraldo, and Tesla. i felt like they were mine. i had met them my very first day in the mission field. the very first day in my area. i had known them from day one. they ARE my family. they held on to us for 15 minutes begging us not to leave. tears running down our faces. we had to get in the car and drive off. hardest moment of my mission.
the car all packed up and ready to leave miami to head for the mission home for the night |
i left my heart in riverside south.
why God trusted me. a 19 year old girl who knows nothing to share this precious message with his precious children. i felt inadequate. but i learned that it doesn't matter. God qualifies those that he calls. there was a reason that i was sent to riverside south. i was supposed to meet these wonderful people. that was a promise that i had been given. i was to find those that i had met previously.. and i told them i would find them. i know with all my heart that i met those i had promised i would find, and i was privileged to bring the peace and the joy of the gospel into their homes and lives. even though my mission was cut short.. and it was not the plan, i was still EXTREMELY lucky that the Lord had trusted me and called me to serve his precious children. It may have only been 4 months. but i can honestly say with all of my heart, that those 4 months were the best 4 months of my entire life.
i love being a missionary. this is the life! what a blessing!!
love you all so very much.
con amor -- Hermana Snow